What a day!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i had a wonderful day today i got to go see my friend Gwen and Barb spent the day in Mass working with horses and talking all about horses and some life stories! It was an awesome day minus  the 6 hours of driving. I got home little after 7 pm  fed all the animals then i got a text message from a friend! Went out to see my friends at first things went well then they turned out bad ughh......... i guess that is life sometimes things happen for the better or worse! As of tonight though i am making some life changes big time!

On that note its time for me to go to bed and sleep it off................... Good night!!!!!!!!!!

Rainy day!!!

I woke up this morning and of course it was dark and rainy out i already new my day is not going to go well :( I guess i have had way to much on my mind in the past few days! I am trying to put my life back together as best as i can! Makes it hard though but i am taking it one day at a time! So many things to take care of and been thinking about my husband allot and how things will turn out for us! I worry everyday of what will be or what will happen.

Then there is this other thing going on in my life which i wont share here but i am bummed out about it ughh what to do??? I know exactly what i need to do but now i just got to push my self and do it and i think in the next few days i will because i know its going to better off for me! 

I need to find my strength and need to keep climbing the latter so i can stay above the water here! That is it for today dear blog! I will write more tomorrow!

Long and busy day!!!!!!!!!

Ahh wow what a long and busy day today! I am tired for sure from all the driving i did :( But now time to relax kick back watch tv! Nothing special has been happening here at all just spending time with my son and friends, my weekend was awesome and hoping the next few days are even better :)
Well that is about it for tonight its time for me to go kick back relax! I will write more tomorrow! 

What a day!!

Wow what a hot day today it has been! It went from like 50 deg to umm 98 today!! HOT HOT HOT!!!!!!! I did laundry all day!! Then got a visit from a special friend around 1 pm :) Then hoses the animals down every hour on the hour till i had to go up and see my husband! Finally got in about 8:50 pm tonight fed the horses, and now waiting for that huge storm to roll in! The sky has been bright white from the heat lighting tonight, looks so awesome.

 Well now time for me to go kick back as i have work int he morning!!! Good night everyone i will write more tomorrow!!

~M~

Dear blog i know its been many months since i posted anything! :(  I know i should be here more often! but till about last 5 weeks of my life nothing interesting happened at all! So now that it is after the 5 weeks oh boy i got allot to say! Life took a wrong turn for me and i am learning how to be more me and learning how i can take care of me and my son :) Yes i am left here to fight for us! Its been hard but also so many wonderful things happened to me! Now i just need to figure out which way i want to take them! There has been so many bad things happening but then there is this one good thing going on in my life and my gut says go for it but my brain says wait slow down! What should i do?? It is up to me at this point i guess and i know what i want to do................. but i need that little push from that one other so i know were we stand!

All my life i do good by others , stood by others but now i know its my time to be good to me and stand by me :)I have so many wonderful friends and family who have been helping me for more then few weeks, and i do love the help but now my gut says i have t go higher in life!!!! So i think i will take that leap and just do it! and see were i end up! 

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